kemarin… tinggalkan…

teman-teman,

akhirnya kami bercerai secara resmi pada 14 Februari 2008.

selepas maghrib mantan suami saya menelpon. karena saat itu kami tidak berada di kota yang sama, maka saya tidak hadir persidangan sama sekali (ada 3 kali persidangan, menurut surat panggilan pengadilan yang sampai ke rumah saya).

dan 15 februari 2008 saya ‘curhat’ dan… baca aja deh =P

14 february was yesterday.

i walked from faculty to my dorm – was yesterday afternoon.

i chanted the requiem – was yesterday morning.

i asked God to stop the time, or reverse it instead of moving it forward

- was yesterday evening.

i said i was so sorry for every single little thing that i made wrong

- was yesterday evening.

i took twice as much cough syrup than i should so that i could sleep

- was yesterday midnight.

i didn’t resist my tongue saying how much i missed the voice, the laugh, the jokes, the conversation, everything – was yesterday evening.

i said thankyou with all my heart and soul – was yesterday morning afternoon evening and night.

i asked God to take good care of me – was yesterday before i closed my eyes.

now, you may go …

so long my beloved best friend

…

and He really does taking good care of me, terima kasih doanya teman-teman =)